Diwali Rangoli @ Ishavasyam!

Have everything, but have nothing! Last Part -II

<>Just resuming from my previous episode.In the last part-1, we talked about some thing I’m missing in my life. After my part 1 post, some folks replied that “just get married”. Don’t’ know whether that’s the right solution or not? May be right! Now I’m ready with my own analysis, and came to a conclusion that, In few bachelor’s cases there will be a life span when you would feel kind of loneliness and you need somebody to share your thoughts / dreams/ everything I mean. May be beyond friendship! And I think I’m passing through the same thread. Then how to get rid of this? One solution would be get married to your work ;) but obviously this is not going to resolve the root cause and solve the problem completely. Other solution is just ‘get married’ to whom? to your life partner, your companion. :) Then I need to search for someone right? and that’s a tedious job. Some time I still think or I still hold a *STRONG* belief that, ‘she’ would have been a best match for me. Through all angels! It’ s been a year now, we don’t have any contacts anymore. Exactly last to last month it was her birthday but even after remembering though, I didn’t pinged her, just because we have agreed upon not to keep contacts anymore! But one thing I’m still confident that ‘she’ would have my best ‘would be’ may be my best friend, philologer, guide and my mentor to drive entire life. To prove my belief, I don’t have any proof or logistic with me because it’s just my click, my inner instincts!. I’ve always followed my instincts and got succeeded but this time I failed. May be I’m not that lucky to have her companionship. And other strong reason could be, I might not be eligible person from her views. Because she has cleared her big NO not only single but couple of times. I don’t know the reason why is that so? One thing I know for sure is, I will definitely miss her. The thing always doesn’t happen the way you want. Anyways now coming to my point about new search, the best thing to do for me would be, recover from my past ASAP, forget her and look beyond! Somebody said, “the past is dead history and must be both buried and forgotten” Past few months my parents are also pushing me to get married I think it’s time to say yes to them. Till now I stopped because of my sister’s marriage if she would have got married I would have relaxed. Again thing doesn’t happen the way your want ;) So It’s over to my parents now for their daughter-in-law search and by that mean time (don’t know what time would that take for search) I will make some preparation to say “I do” :)

Let’s see how things go on this front!